Proper Portion

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Psalm 16:5 (NIV) Lord, you alone are my portion and my cup; you make my lot secure.

Over the years, I have tried many dieting methods to control the fluctuation of unwanted pounds and inches. Radical dieting may offer dramatic effects but in the end the weight sneaks back on when giving in to temptation. I have found portion control to be the most effective way to lose the weight and keep it off although it requires a little thing called self-control. Eating is a social past time. It is an emotional fix. It can be a whole lot of things in our life. Some use it to fill voids or satisfy impulsive drives even addictions. Currently on vacation, I will be the first to admit that I am not making the best food choices. The fried fish sandwich and crispy fries last night were awesome. The ice cream on the couch watching football was pretty good, too. Once back to the reality of life, I must muster the self-control and mindset to resume healthy eating and making better choices.

Lord, you alone are my portion and my cup…

Today, as I read Psalm 16, I am reminded that I have the power to control the portions of my life. The Lord is good! His new mercy is provided each morning to fill the voids left by self and even poor choices from the day before. His Love is unconditional. His Love is never ending. It is perfectly reflective of the kind of love described in I Corinthians 13. I have a cup called my life. It is filled with many things both productive and unproductive. I have been given His Spirit to grow and nurture the Fruit of God’s Spirit that will satisfy my soul and fulfill my purpose. I make the choice each day of what fills my cup to overflowing. Will the Lord be my portion today? Will I allow His Love to be the very thing I desire above all things? Will I seek His Face before people? Will I pursue His Way avoiding all other distractions and detours? What do I desire today?

Psalm 73:25-26 (NIV) Whom have I in heaven but you? And earth has nothing I desire besides you. My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.

My flesh and my heart WILL fail. It is historic. Each new day though I try to do the right thing, make good choices, and do exactly what the Lord tells me to do. I manage to make mistakes and fall short of His Glorious Standard of life every single day. I don’t always do what I am called to do. I don’t always love as I am called to love. I do not forgive as quickly as instructed. I do not always reflect the love and grace that I am given. Yet each new morning, as surely as the sun rises in the east, the Father offers me new mercy and the Son gives me more grace.

God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever. This promise is not dependent on me but solely characteristic of the Lord. When my pride tells me “what’s the point”, my soul reminds me that this is the promise. For every boundary removed and broken ground in this hard heart, there is a portion to be poured out for me. My inheritance is secure even when I live in insecurity or fear. God is the One who secures the inheritance of my life or I would have given it away long ago for lesser things. If you are struggling today in any area of your life, let me be the first to remind you that God holds your future securely in His Hand. No one can take it from you. Nothing you can do can remove you from Him. His Love is for you not against you. He must be the portion you choose to have it.

Psalm 119:57-58 (NIV) You are my portion, Lord; I have promised to obey your words. I have sought your face with all my heart; be gracious to me according to your promise.

Life is all about balance. I believe that completely. When it comes to the Lord, I believe He is the one thing that must be sought after with all our heart, mind, body and soul. Jesus came to give us a rich and satisfying life. If you are a believer, and you suffer from dissatisfaction or a lack of contentment, it is up to you to find the area of your life not surrendered. If I eat ten chocolate chip cookies before dinner, I will not eat the things that are good for me like meat, vegetables or fruit because I am full of junk food. What is filling the place where the Lord can be your portion today? It is human nature to fill its own void with natural things. God has a supernatural satisfaction for us. He will be our portion. We must provide a place to be filled. His Word is the answer to our problems, but no one reads it anymore. His Presence is a place of refuge, but no one has time to seek Him. His Grace is our power in weakness, but not one is willing to give in. Without a desire for God – there is no hunger and thirst. If we do not hunger and thirst for the Lord, we will not make Him our portion. “Taste and see that the Lord is good” speaks volumes. Are you hungry for the Bread of Life or living just fine on the crumbs beneath His Table? Are you thirsty for living water or getting by on the runoff of religion? God sent His Son to satisfy our soul with righteousness and a relationship that will complete us and lead us to forever.

Lamentations 3:22-25 (NIV) Because of the Lord’s great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. I say to myself, “The Lord is my portion; therefore will wait for him.” The Lord is good to those whose hope is in him, to the one who seeks him; it is good to wait quietly for the salvation of the Lord.

Are you satisfied today? Are you filling certain voids with lesser things? The Lord is not offering a life of just enough but more than enough to those who choose Him as their portion. It is not a matter of “if” He will but faith that He will that causes us to stop settling for lesser things. He is our proper portion. It is our inheritance that no one can take from His Children for it is based on our heritage not our history. As I consider my heart and the contents thereof I am challenged to offer more of it to the Lord for His Ample Fulfillment. It begins by saying, “The Lord is my potion; therefore I will wait for Him.” The enemy comes to steal, kill and destroy trying to take what belongs to us with subtle lies, substitutions and settlements that no Child of God must take. They often buffer our pride with feelings of comfort, convenience and control that faith does not allow. They rob us of our complete and full satisfaction offered by the Lord because our flesh fails and the human heart is fickle. Let the Lord fill you up today. Let Him by your portion for just a single day. He is ready to respond to the outpoured heart with confidence found only in perfect love. Wait for the Lord with that thing you desire most…He will come. My doing does not fulfill my purpose, it is found in my complete undoing before the Lord. Lord, empty every lesser thing from my life today to make more room for You!

Psalm 142:5 (NIV) I cry to you, Lord; I say, “You are my refuge, my portion in the land of the living.”

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Finding Refuge

Finding Refuge

Proverbs 14:26 (NKJV) In the fear of the Lord there is strong confidence, and His children will have a place of refuge.

The waiting room of God has a sign hanging over the door marked “Refuge.” It is a place of peace and calm even when storms rage all around us. Like watching a torrential downpour from the comfort of our home, tucked under a soft blanket in our comfy clothes, listening to the rain hit the house, and watching the wind whipping through the trees yet somehow comforted and untouched by the sound structure of our house. When I was a child, our family lived in a mobile home. Not like the manufactured homes produced today but more like a tin can with wheels. When a mighty storm with wind and rain rocked the trailer back and forth, I would sleep peacefully knowing my parents where in the other room seemingly unaffected by the bad weather outside. Refuge can be found in our natural circumstances and sometimes in situations and certain people can offer the aid, comfort or escape needed. But what about all the other times when conditions around us threaten the peace within us? Those times when nothing in the natural can give us rest or relief from the storms of life? We have a refuge. We must learn to find Him.

Life is full of changes and uncertainty. Just when everything seems to be coming together, it can suddenly fall apart. The unexpected looms around every corner. Comfort is compromised on a regular basis. Convenience is our goal most often unattained. Could this be God’s subtle way of ushering us from movable circumstances to immovable confidence? Maybe in the storms of life it in our panic it is possible to persuade us to enter His Refuge called Peace? Refuge (machseh) is translated in the Bible as trust. Trusting the Lord is our shelter, refuge, protection, fortress, hope, shelter from the storm. We find the word “refuge” used many times in Psalms. It describes the place of peace and calm in the midst of violent storms and enemy attacks. It is for God’s Children. He offers us refuge. It is up to us to enter in.

Psalm 62:5-8 (NKJV) My soul, wait silently for God alone, for my expectation is from Him. He only is my rock and my salvation; He is my defense; I shall not be moved. In God is my salvation and my glory; the rock of my strength, and my refuge, is in God. Trust in Him at all times, you people; pour out your heart before Him; God is a refuge for us. Selah

My soul, wait silently on God alone, for my expectation is from Him.

To wait on the Lord is the most trust-filled position yet completely contrary to human nature. To stop trying to find a way out, over or through a situation or problem and rest in peaceful hope with the fullness of expectation that God is good, able and willing work it out for us. God’s silence is not His Absence. It is an opportunity to step deeper into the refuge called hope. To experience the comfort called peace. To the God of the Impossible and live in His Presence. Yet, silence makes us uncomfortable. It makes us fidget and squirm. The lack of communication fosters fear in those who do not have fearless confidence in the Lord, His Way and His Word. We must buffet our heart and mind with the essentials of faith so that hope becomes our refuge even in God’s Silence. While the enemy dares us to move, our heart remains steadfast in His Shelter.

I shall not be moved…

The Lord is my salvation. He is my glory. He is my strength. He is my refuge. All these qualities of God are to be made manifest in our life. Salvation being the core value of faith that gives us a place to put all our expectation. He is our Glory because through Christ we are victorious in our Champion who overcame the world. He is the rock so much higher than I but climbing is striving drawing me from my comfort zone into His Presence. To look down from such a place in the natural is riveting but to remain steadfast in such a place is powerful.

Trust in Him at all times…

Easier said than done most of the time, trust is the access point marked “refuge”. We must trust the Lord to find the peace of God even when He is silently working every detail of our life for our good and His Glory. (Romans 8:28) Fear and doubt produce anxiety that keeps us from staying in the refuge of God’s Presence. Faith cannot remain where fear is given a place in our life. The two cannot coexist but are mutually exclusive opposing forces. If we could only learn to trust the Lord with every detail of our life – we would live in the refuge of His Presence where peace passes all understanding. Faith would give way to confident hope rooting and grounding us in His Love. (Ephesians 3:17)

A preacher once gave the illustration of trust being the difference between a potted plant or planted tree. A potted plant is in grave danger when the storm comes. A tree planted with deep roots will fair far better. The potted plant is tossed about in the driving wind and raging storm where the one that is planted will be swayed back and forth but remain steadfast. There are many believers who are like potted plants when it comes to the Lord and His Presence. Running to and fro when the storm comes their position in Christ is compromised by a lack of commitment. However, those who decide to be like a tree planted by the riverbank will prosper in every season because they are planted in the Presence of God. The roots that keep us planted in the Presence God called refuge are called trust. When we trust the Lord, it will create a bond that keeps us latched on to Him tightly making us immovable and unshakeable in the most violent of conditions.

Psalm 46:1 (NKJV) God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.

God is a very present help in trouble. What about when I can’t hear Him? Feel Him? See Him? Understand Him? Our inability to perceive the workings of the Lord doesn’t mean that He is absent. We are called to walk by faith not by sight or any other of our natural senses. When given the opportunity to trust the Lord, we choose our position. Will I remain faithful? Will I continue to worship the Lord for Who He is? Will my words be filled with confident praise or constant complaining? Will I believe for one more day? Will I wait for Him to come like He said that He would? Will I give God the time and space to allow His Will to come to pass even if it means forsaking my comfort, convenience and control? God makes all things beautiful in His Timing. We are His Masterpiece yet to be completed.

Trusting God is the only way that fulfillment will come and our expectation be fully met. He is our strong tower that keeps the enemy at bay. (Psalm 61:3) God does not force us to enter refuge but we must make the decision. “I will say to the Lord, ‘He is my refuge…’” (Psalm 91:2) God’s Presence, His Place called Refuge, is “my portion in the land of the living.” (Psalm 142:5) So many times, we try to weather the storms of life because we cannot accept that by grace we are saved through faith” and there is nothing that can be done to earn it, deserve it or preserve it. I must have faith in the Living God. He lives in me…now. He wants to give me refuge now. He wants to be my peace and portion…now. Trust creates the kind of reliance on God that meets our expectation despite our current condition. “But it is good for me to draw near to God;
I have put my trust in the Lord GOD, that I may declare all Your works.” (Psalm73:28)

Hebrews 6:17-20 (NKJV) Thus God, determining to show more abundantly to the heirs of promise the immutability of His counsel, confirmed it by an oath, that by two immutable things, in which it is impossible for God to lie, we might have strong consolation, who have fled for refuge to lay hold of the hope set before us.  This hope we have as an anchor of the soul, both sure and steadfast, and which enters the Presence behind the veil, where the forerunner has entered for us, even Jesus, having become High Priest forever according to the order of Melchizedek.

The only place in the New King James Version of the New Testament that refuge is mentioned is in the Book of Hebrews. The faith book of the Bible tells us that so “we might have strong consolation, who have fled for refuge to lay hold of the hope set before us.” Are you holding on to hope today? Even if it is only by a thread you can use it to pull yourself into the Presence of God. He is our hope. He has made an oath to us. He has given us a plan containing a future and hope. (Jeremiah 29:11-13) God created us with a measure of faith to seed our life (Romans 12:3) so that confident hope will be produced. We sow God’s Word in our heart and it is cultivated by His Spirit inside of us when we trust Him to do so. (Galatians 5:22-23) God does not lie. He does not change His Mind. (Hebrews 6:18) He does not withdraw His Calling from us. He is always for us working every detail of our life for good. (Romans 8:28) He promises to perfect all that concerns us. (Psalm 138:8) But none of these things will ever come to pass, if we do not learn to trust Him. We must yoke our life to Jesus Christ in order to find the refuge needed to wait out the storm or find protection from the enemy. It is in that place of silence and security that peace passes all understanding (Philippians 4:7) and there is joy in our salvation (Psalm 51:12). He wraps us in a robe of righteousness. (Isaiah 61:10) Shields us beneath the wings of angels (Psalm 91:4). He will fight for us when our faith allows us to stand down yet steadfast in His Love. Confidently waiting for our portion to refill us, restore us and renew us day by day.

There is no greater refuge than the peace found in the Presence of God. He offers to be our refuge always not just when tough times come or bad things happen. We can live in the Presence of God every day. He will be our refuge. He wants to be our strength. Finding refuge means to simply trust Him with your life. All of it. Withholding nothing and His Presence will fill every nook and cranny. You will prosper as your soul prospers according to His Word. Once you find it, you will never want to leave Him again.

Lamentations 3:25-26 (NKJV) The Lord is good to those who wait for Him, to the soul who seeks Him. It is good that one should hope and wait quietly for the salvation of the Lord.

Proper Portion

Proper Portion

Lamentations 3:21-26 (ESV) But this I call to mind, and therefore I have hope: The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases; his mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. “The Lord is my portion,” says my soul, “therefore I will hope in him.” The Lord is good to those who wait for him, to the soul who seeks him. It is good that one should wait quietly for the salvation of the Lord.

Currently, everyone in the office is on some form of diet or new health regime. A variety of methods to control consumption and improve health – all of them seem to be reasonable and show the potential of great success if adhered to. The methodology of each one is very different but the goal of all participants is to lose a few pounds and develop a healthier lifestyle. I have tried many diets over the years. Even in fasting, I have found that when I reintroduce certain foods have lost their appeal. It’s funny how our tastes, preferences and even appetite changes over time. Impacted by life, food can become a dependency, a habit, a comfort, or even an enemy if allowed. People use it to calm fear, alleviate stress, fill voids, and soothe hurts. Usually obesity is a heart or mental condition more than a physical condition as someone tries to overcome something much deeper than gluttony or obsession with eating. I have found success in portion control more than dieting. To evaluate the food I take in and limit those things that are not healthy and satisfy my hunger with things that are good for me. I must pay careful attention to my appetite and how I appease it. What do your portions look like today? What do you hunger and thirst for? No, I am not just talking about the food in your kitchen but the mainstay in your heart.

I Corinthians 10:23 (NLT) You say, “I am allowed to do anything”—but not everything is good for you. You say, “I am allowed to do anything”—but not everything is beneficial.

It is important to find balance in life. The place of peaceful satisfaction that begins in our heart and soul. Such an understanding will aid us in changing our mind, will and emotions about certain things. Christ Jesus has set us free. Those who live in Christ are free indeed. The definition of freedom did not change and the Lord means exactly that you are absolutely free. Our inability to live in freedom is the problem. With a fickle heart and fixated mind, it is tough to allow the Spirit to lead, guide and direct us because we ourselves are not trustworthy in properly portioning this new life and living in our freedom. I choose each day whether or not I remain free. Once held captive by sin, shame and regret, I refused to receive the portion of love, grace and mercy offered consistently by Jesus to all who come to Him. In Christ, my covenant says that “I am allowed to do anything.” There is no limitation on my life. I can live free from sin or put the chains right back on. I can live a religious life or choose a relationship with Christ. Life is full of choices that the Lord has given us a free will to decide. Not everything is good for me. I am allowed to do anything but not everything is beneficial. Salvation is not a call to perfection but the possibility of a future and hope even when we do not choose wisely or must live in consequences. The Lord promises to work even those for our good and His Glory. The secret is that Jesus must be our portion.

“But this I call to mind, and therefore I have hope.”

Romans 12:2 (ESV) Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect.

To make better choices is a mindset. We must call certain things to mind and take captive the rebellious thoughts contrary to God’s Word, Will and Way for us. Transformation is possible by the renewal of our mind. I must call to mind the things God says about me and forget the lie of the enemy. By testing – you may discern what is the Will of God, what is good, and acceptable and perfect.” God has a plan for your life that is good, acceptable and perfect. He does not lie or change His Mind so we must change ours. His Ways are higher just like His Thoughts so to have all God has predestined for our life – our perception of life must change. Hope blossoms in a mind renewed and ready to receive God’s Word and let it grow into exactly what He promised.

“The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases.”

Romans 8:37-39 (ESV) No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.

If only for just a moment, our mind would let go of its preconceived notion of what love is and grab hold of God’s Love for us. God’s Love is steadfast. It never ceases. There is absolutely nothing you or I can do that will EVER separate us from His Love. Disbelief keeps us from experiencing a love so real that the only thing it desires is reciprocation and reproduction. God says love me and love others. This is all that I desire of you. What about sin? What about service? What about selflessness? What about surrender? What about sacrifice? Have you ever fallen in love? Not, like or even lust, but the kind of love that changes your mind about everything. I have. When I met my husband, the hardness around my heart cracked and fell apart. Suddenly, things I thought I would never do – I did again. Trust began to well up from the fortress of insecurity. When a person decides in their heart and mind that NOTHING can separate them from the Love of God – nothing will ever keep them from experiencing His Goodness and Glory again. God’s Love is unconditional. It does not depend on what I do for Him but to place all that I am in covenant with Him. I must love Him with all my heart trusting Him with the same. I have found that change and transformation is birthed in love otherwise it is just a change of habit.

His mercies never come to an end.”

Psalm 23:5-6 (ESV) You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; you anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life, and I shall dwell in the house of the Lord forever.

It is human nature to decide the limits of God’s Love and mercy. In hard times, the only explanation possible is that God is punishing us or maybe teaching us a lesson. God cannot punish those who live in the dispensation of grace without stripping it of power. The sufficiency of grace is nullified if God decided to punish us so that is a lie of the enemy. I do not believe that the Lord is trying to harm us in any possible way. Even Jesus was tempted by the enemy, God has given us His Spirit to overcome every trial and temptation. It is just part of life. If Jesus encountered it, so will we. This is the promise. Mercy. In the presence of the enemy, I am well provided for and cared for. In fact, there is abundance for me in the battle. Goodness and mercy follow me every single day. New every single morning – I must simply receive it. Is goodness and mercy your portion today? Are you reaching for it and accepting it in your life? Regret and shame stop us from taking what is rightfully ours and promised by the Lord in each new day.

“They are new every morning.”

2 Corinthians 5:17-19 (ESV) Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come. All this is from God, who through Christ reconciled us to himself and gave us the ministry of reconciliation; that is, in Christ God was reconciling[c] the world to himself, not counting their trespasses against them, and entrusting to us the message of reconciliation.

We live in a carryover society. Allowing things to rollover from day to day until small things become monumental making mountains out of molehills. Think about it. There was a documentary on television the other day, I don’t even know what it was about. In it, the narrator said that in certain low income areas of New Orleans that the average income was $7,000 a year. I remember thinking how can anyone live let alone family on such a small amount. I believe that in Christ – I am a new creation. Do I allow Him to increase my life daily or do I limit Him in my expectation? When I look at my life is it defined by God’s Goodness and Mercy or do I daily live comparing my life to other people? God promises are new each morning because His Mercy is in constant supply. I may judge my potential and future by my current situation or the conditions governing my life but God says, “I have a plan that contains a future and hope” which means that my circumstances today do not dictate my forever. Christ does. With this in mind, when I bring the cares, worries, failures and defeats of yesterday into my today, I limit my own ability to receive all the new things that God is doing in me and through me. Disbelief downgrades my potential and possibility as I try to amend for my inabilities rather than allowing Christ to be more than enough for me.

Great is your faithfulness.”

Hebrews 10:22-23 (ESV) Let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith, with our hearts sprinkled clean from an evil conscience and our bodies washed with pure water. Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for he who promised is faithful. 

Faith is not our ability to be faithful but our willingness to trust and believe that the Lord is always faithful. Great is God’s Faithfulness. Grace indicates our inability to be faithful always. This does not change the fact that God is always faithful. It is our unwillingness to believe, trust, wait, depend, and hold fast that which we confess that limits our potential. We pray and then do our own thing. Unwavering hope waits on the Lord knowing He is faithful. It finds peace in God accepting the peace of mind given to us by Jesus as blessed assurance. We try to be faithful and fail then think that God’s Faithfulness ends because of our inability. That’s not how this works. God is the One who promised to be faithful. He is the One keeping His Word. The Lord is working out the details for our good. He is the One who perfects all that concerns us. He is the load bearer. The lifter of our heads to see things the way that He does. To see our life and full potential through the Cross and not our circumstances. Human beings try to be faithful but to experience the fullness off the freedom offered in the Son of God is to accept His Grace as more than enough.

“The Lord is my portion,” says my soul, “therefore I will hope in him.”

Psalm 16:5 (ESV) The Lord is my chosen portion and my cup; you hold my lot.

The Book of Lamentations is filled with expressions of sorrow, regret and grief. In the midst of it all is this declaration. “The Lord is my portion.” Things must be undone to be remade. Hearts must be broken to be rebuilt. Life must change to be better. I share this all to say that the only decision that will ever change our heart, mind and life for the better is to say, “Lord you are my chosen portion.” You have a right to decide what will fill your life today. Will it be regret? Sorrow? Grief? Will you ever experience love, peace and joy again? Yes, when the Lord is our portion the rest of life will find its proper place. As hope arises, it comes with new possibilities. The Fruit of God’s Spirit requires a broken and fertile heart. Faith is the opportunity to invest in God’s Faithfulness. Hope is for a life filled with abundance that is incomprehensible now. God’s Love for you is secure. There is nothing you will do today, tomorrow or the next that can separate you from His Love for you. Let that soak in for a minute. He desires you above all things so much so that He pursues you day after day. He meets you in the morning with gifts too wonderful for some to accept in their state of devastation and disappointment at the thought we cannot please Him. You can. Put your faith in the Lord. Call Him your portion. Make Him your lot. A lot is short for allotted share or portion. The blessings and promises that God has made you are real. They belong to you and no one else. God is not in the business of re-gifting. Once He orders or ordains something for you or in you it remains forever until you accept it. The Word of God cannot return to Him void and must do exactly as He promised because HE IS FAITHFUL. Lord, be my portion today. Help me to see the areas of my life that I have not properly portioned to You so that I may give it all to You today. In Jesus Name!

Psalm 73:25-26 (ESV) Whom have I in heaven but you? And there is nothing on earth that I desire besides you. My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.

It Belongs to Me

It Belongs to Me

Psalm 16:5-8 (NKJV)

O Lord, You are the portion of my inheritance and my cup; You maintain my lot. The lines have fallen to me in pleasant places; Yes, I have a good inheritance. I will bless the Lord who has given me counsel; my heart also instructs me in the night seasons. I have set the Lord always before me; because He is at my right hand I shall not be moved.

 

My husband has decided that he would like a pair of cowboy boots. I am not sure why he would like a pair, but he has been looking in stores and online for the perfect pair. On a whim, we loaded up the girls and went to a store that specialized in boots, jeans and other “country” type items. I am from the South but have never been quite that Southern if you know what I mean. I say, “Hey y’all” and love sweet tea but that is about the extent of it. Walking into the store, I left my wallet in the car certain there was nothing that would appeal to me. I was wrong. On one wall of home décor, there was a section of nothing but crosses. A particularly worn one caught my eye over its rugged appearance was a piece of metal with the words, “Amazing Grace” burned into it. It spoke to me. I turned to show my daughter but she had moved on to another part of the store where something had caught her eye as well. Looking around the store, it was clear everyone had found something that appealed to them. Isn’t funny how that works out in life?

 

The Lord is my inheritance and He is my cup. What does that mean exactly? Jesus is everything that I hope for and He is all that I have. We forget that sometimes. Like my family who all walked in the store together on a mission to find dad a pair of boots, once inside everyone headed off in their own direction. Life keeps us very busy. We get wrapped up in personal pursuits, agendas and endeavors forgetting that this is a temporary place and our situations are not permanent. I love what the psalmist says, “I have set the Lord always before me; because He is at my right hand I shall not be moved.” Where are you today? What are you after? Does it matter? God has a plan for us and a purpose. He not only provides what we need to make it through each day well cared for but promises us an inheritance.

 

Romans 8:14-17 (NKJV)

For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, these are sons of God. For you did not receive the spirit of bondage again to fear, but you received the Spirit of adoption by whom we cry out, “Abba, Father.” The Spirit Himself bears witness with our spirit that we are children of God, and if children, then heirs—heirs of God and joint heirs with Christ, if indeed we suffer with Him, that we may also be glorified together.

 

As a believer, we have the opportunity to be sons and daughters of God. There is but one requirement. We walk in the Spirit and not according to our flesh. It means that Jesus is not only our Savior, but has been chosen as Lord of our life. Adoption is a choice. Every man and woman makes the choice to be a son or daughter of God. He does not force you to follow the example of His Son, Jesus. In fact, we are free to do what we please every single day of our life. It is completely up to us who we will serve. Make no mistake. You will serve someone. The only limit to the Love of God in my life is my willingness to receive it. He not only designates a portion to provide for my life but an inheritance for me as His Child. He is God here and now. He is the God of my future.

 

Do you live led by the Holy Spirit? This is not a trick question but the only requirement to be called a Child of God. The Holy Spirit promotes oneness with Jesus. He prods us to do the right thing according to God’s Word and His Way. He is the one who prospers the things in us that make us like our Father. It matters how we live. Let me say that again, there is no condemnation in Jesus Christ so it matters how we live. (Romans 8:1) There is therefore…can be misconstrued. It doesn’t say there therefore there is no condemnation in Christ. It says, “There is therefore” no condemnation in Christ. It is only by placing our entire existence in the Lordship of Jesus that we overcome sin completely and obtain righteousness fully. My flesh or human being cannot please God. It is completely and fully contaminated by sin. Unacceptable to a perfect God.

 

Picture this – it is like a costume. When I step into the costume and begin to pull it up over my legs and torso, putting my arms in each side and lift the covering over my head, I assume the identity of the character all around me. People do not see me but the character that I have become. My salvation and adoption is not about me. It is not accomplished by anything I do other than stepping into the character and person of Jesus Christ and covering my life completely in Him. We do this every day if our choice is to live by the Spirit.

 

The best part is this – we become heirs of God and joint heirs with Jesus Christ. Whaaat? Our inheritance in God is the contents of His Kingdom. To be joint heirs with Jesus is to partner with His Authority and Power now and forever more. He becomes our portion now as we are able to bring Heaven to earth and He is our forever as we are more than conquerors. My inheritance belongs to me. My portion is already provided. Say that out loud. Let your body, mind and spirit soak it in. I am a Child of God. My inheritance belongs to me. I have been provided a portion that fulfills every need.

 

Romans 8:28-30 (NKJV)

And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose. For whom He foreknew, He also predestined to be conformed to the image of His Son, that He might be the firstborn among many brethren. Moreover whom He predestined, these He also called; whom He called, these He also justified; and whom He justified, these He also glorified.

 

Romans 3:21-24 tells us that all have sinned and fallen short of what? God’s Glorious Standard of Living. It is the lie of the enemy that tells people that to live for Jesus Christ is restrictive in nature. It limits our flesh but not our spirit. In fact, to take control of our flesh allows us to flourish in the Kingdom of God. The more of our life surrendered to the Lord the less our limitation. This is how we know…this is how I know that all things work together for my good because I love God and I am called according to His Purpose. It is in this thing called confident hope that I find a better and more satisfying life. I know it is not logical. It is not realistic. It may seem a bit irrational. All I know is that it is true.

 

Romans 8:31-33 (NKJV)

What then shall we say to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us? He who did not spare His own Son, but delivered Him up for us all, how shall He not with Him also freely give us all things? Who shall bring a charge against God’s elect? It is God who justifies.

 

This verse reminds me of when the Lord asks Elijah, “What are you doing here?” Similar to when He asked Adam, “Who told you that?” The lie of the enemy is fierce opposition because we see what He is saying even though it contradicts what we know about God. Faith in Jesus Christ absolutely has to go beyond our natural emotions and human feelings. It must go against our gut sometimes to take hold of hope refusing to let go. The Lord told Abraham to leave his natural inheritance into another land, Abraham trusted the Lord so he did. (Hebrews 11:8-10) This would be the first step of faith that would one day make him the father of many nations and a true friend of God. It would be his righteousness that his faith in God did not waver. Nothing in God’s Kingdom or God’s Heart changed when you decided not to trust Him anymore or hope seemed too farfetched to take hold of. Not a single ounce of your inheritance went missing and your cup did not run dry. You moved. You turned your cup over and said, “No thank-you.” Just like in a restaurant, the whole operation did not close down and the coffee pot did not get shut off because you decided you didn’t want anything. The moment we open our heart and mind to Jesus and allow ourselves to be led by His Spirit again – the windows of Heaven fly open and its contents come pouring out.

 

Colossians 3:23-24 (NKJV)

And whatever you do, do it heartily, as to the Lord and not to men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the reward of the inheritance; for you serve the Lord Christ.

 

I want what belongs to me. I want full satisfaction on the earth. I want every blessing hidden in Heaven awaiting my arrival. I want it all. My pursuit of such things will keep me in alignment with Jesus. He is my partner. His Spirit gives me strength and understanding because quite frankly faith makes no sense at all. It defies reality. It calls things that aren’t as though they were which most often we must wait to see. Exceeding greatness is available to those who believe. (Ephesians 1:15-21) But do not be deceived, we are the priesthood of Jesus Christ. Our inheritance is not here but in Heaven. (Numbers 18:22; Deuteronomy 18:1-2) The Lord promises to be our portion and full satisfaction instead. Our inheritance will last forever. (Psalm 37:18-19) It is worth having. It requires my life.

 

Ephesians 3:14-21 (NKJV)

For this reason I bow my knees to the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ from whom the whole family in heaven and earth is named, that He would grant you, according to the riches of His glory, to be strengthened with might through His Spirit in the inner man, that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith; that you, being rooted and grounded in love, may be able to comprehend with all the saints what is the width and length and depth and height—to know the love of Christ which passes knowledge; that you may be filled with all the fullness of God. Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us, to Him be glory in the church by Christ Jesus to all generations, forever and ever. Amen.

 

Someone told me just yesterday that they wanted to know what their inheritance was as a Child of God. There was no hidden meaning or Christian jargon in the statement but the look in her eyes cleared of a child in pursuit of her Father’s Love. Do you know that you are God’s Heir today? Have you realized that as a Joint-Heir with Jesus Christ? You have the power and authority to change your living conditions effective immediately in Jesus Name. Sometimes we forget. Sometimes it is a lack of understanding. Most of the time it just doesn’t make any sense. But in those moments that we move just a little bit closer to the edge of our faith peering beyond into the realm of hope that we discover it just gets better. So much so that we forget that which once kept us bound because we must have more. Today’s revelation is not a new one – but rather a work in progress in our life. As we learn to live in Christ – life gets better. Not because I do not do what I used to do, say what I used to say, or choose the choices I used to. It is all because of who I am. I am a Child of God.

 

It is simply in our understanding of who we are and who lives in us that we are able to move past today and persevere until tomorrow knowing new mercy will reach us and that the Lord is working everything out for my good. I am filled with His Portion. I have an inheritance. It is mine. I want it. I am willing to lay down my life to have it. Our understanding must not be limited by logic or restricted by reasoning, we must never keep ourselves bound by reality but become fully released into the realm of hope. I have found that I do not like to go there and sometimes need a little push. Thank you God. Thank you Holy Spirit for enabling me to experience all the blessings of being a Child of God!

 

Whatever that thing is that seems too important to let go, just go ahead and do it. The problem that has reached epic Philistine proportions – it’s going down. Just lift your hands to Heaven today and say, “I am a Child of God! Whatever He has for me I want it.  I will lay my life down to have it.” Now do what you said!

 

I Peter 1:3-5 (NKJV)

Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who according to His abundant mercy has begotten us again to a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, to an inheritance incorruptible and undefiled and that does not fade away, reserved in heaven for you, who are kept by the power of God through faith for salvation ready to be revealed in the last time.

Come Boldly

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Hebrews 4:15-16 (NIV)

For we do not have a high priest who is unable to empathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are—yet he did not sin. Let us then approach God’s throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.

 

The New Living Translation of this verse says, “So let us come boldly to the throne of our gracious God.” Come boldly. Boldness is born of confidence. It is to have full assurance of our entitlement that creates an inner drive to claim that which belongs to us. It is a sense of ownership. Such confidence knows no shame as it works toward acquisition. Oh that the church would become bold again. Oh that the men and women of God that fills each sanctuary big or small would come to the Lord with boldness to receive the inheritance that He has designated just for them. Each personal pursuit need not seek after another for in the Lord’s Portion there is always more than enough. He does more than we can even think to ask for, yet we do not ask. Greater is He that is in us then he who is in the world – yet the church cowers in a corner a victim to politics, people and personal agendas. Lord, why are your people so weak and shallow? Why don’t we have more than enough and live in abundance as You desire? Have we lost confidence in You? Did we have it to begin with? Faith is weak and flesh overpowering.

 

The Lord is my portion. He is my lot in life. He makes me secure. (Psalm 15:5-6) He supplies all my needs. (Philippians 4:19) God pushes us to completion for He does not understand compromise. (James 1:4-5) God desires to give us eternal pleasure not fleeting happiness or fuzzy feelings. (Psalm 16:11) He has given everything and every season a proper place in my life that will produce the eternity in my heart as a reality for me. (Ecclesiastes 3) The Lord has given me everything I need by His Divine power to life a godly life and see Heaven come to the earth. (2Peter 1:3) So why is my life less than perfect? Why all the pain? What is my problem? Am I ashamed? Perhaps, it is not a matter of heaven touching earth. Heaven is pressing its windows and doors waiting for release. Could it be that I do not have enough confidence or faith to come boldly before the Lord? Does sin separate me from satisfaction leaving me struggling in substitutions? Does my faith allow the Lord to release all these wonderful things in my life or has fear rejected them? Lord, I want to come boldly. Please show me the way.

 

Lamentations 3:22-26 (NIV)

The faithful love of the Lord never ends! His mercies never cease. Great is his faithfulness; his mercies begin afresh each morning. I say to myself, “The Lord is my inheritance; therefore, I will hope in him!” The Lord is good to those who depend on him, to those who search for him. So it is good to wait quietly for salvation from the Lord.

 

I have had an epiphany. It came in the midst of the greatest trial of my life. Praying for my son in his hospital room with more than ten infusion pumps beeping as the contents rushed through his veins. Medication, nutrition, and poison all at once into his frail body. As I continued to ask the Lord to save our boy, I felt it as though a cold, hard rock dropped in my heart falling to my stomach. He will die… one day. We all are dying slowing as we live our life. It is God’s Mercy so that we do not have continue to live in dilapidated and deteriorating conditions as our flesh is wasting away. We have blessed release. I do not believe a person who sees Jesus and steps into Eternity to be with Him every thinks twice about coming back. All of this life fades in comparison to His Beauty in that moment for all time. Heaven touches earth but does not change the earth but prepares us for His Kingdom. The Presence of God comes to people not places. This life is preparing us for the moment that we meet Him face-to-face. I want to know that Jesus knows me and invites me into forever with Him.

 

During our son’s illness, my life was completely reprioritized in about 30 seconds. Everything fell off me in that moment and all I knew was that I would fight for his life. Period. End of story. I would find out just what it meant to stand on the Word of God and wait on Him to make it come to pass. But in the meantime, I would learn so much more about God’s Plan for us as people. Your trial may not be the illness of your child. It may be a battle against your flesh. Struggle with depression, anxiety or fear. It could be that you just don’t know what to believe. These are the laments or complaints of life. There is a book called Lamentations. It is there that we find this verse.

 

When we have a need that becomes desperate, we turn to the Lord. When it is just too much for us, we ask the Lord for help. This is not the standard operating procedure that yields God’s Abundance in our life. The Lord is our portion. He makes our part the whole. We are part of the Body of Christ. It is Jesus that connects us to the whole. Do we feel as though it is possible to be completely connected to Christ? If so, we would come boldly. Each morning the Lord supplies us with His Mercy. Why? His Unfailing Love and Compassion for us know that we may slip and fall or even fail miserably so He provides for us ahead of time what we need to keep going. Our relationship does not make Jesus part of our life, but when He becomes our portion than we become part of the whole Body of Christ and Kingdom of Heaven. It is a working connection that completes us not because we have anything to give but He gives us everything.

 

Matthew 15:22-28 (NIV)

A Canaanite woman from that vicinity came to him, crying out, “Lord, Son of David, have mercy on me! My daughter is demon-possessed and suffering terribly.” Jesus did not answer a word. So his disciples came to him and urged him, “Send her away, for she keeps crying out after us.” He answered, “I was sent only to the lost sheep of Israel.” The woman came and knelt before him. “Lord, help me!” she said. He replied, “It is not right to take the children’s bread and toss it to the dogs.” “Yes it is, Lord,” she said. “Even the dogs eat the crumbs that fall from their master’s table.” Then Jesus said to her, “Woman, you have great faith! Your request is granted.” And her daughter was healed at that moment.

 

Is Jesus copping an attitude… no, not really. The Lord was making a valid point. The woman was a Gentile. She was not a Jew. So his point that day was valid in the natural, but not Jesus’ point of view in the supernatural. He was speaking to us even way back then. The woman came to Jesus and called Him, “O Lord, Son of David.” She recognized that He was the Messiah. She identified with Jesus who He was and what He came to do. Jesus did not acknowledge her, not a word. So the disciples responded to his apparent disregard for her and tried to send her away. Now as a mom who has experienced an agonizing and life-threatening situation with our son, I totally get her next move. I have had to do it, too.

 

“Lord, help me!” See what just happened, her knowledge of who Jesus was became faith the moment it became personal. She called him, “Lord”. She accepted Jesus as her Savior and Lord the moment that she came boldly before Him. She didn’t care what He did next as long as He did something because she believed in Jesus. She trusted him. She would eat the very crumbs beneath His Table if need be, she came boldly for her portion. What did Jesus do? How did He respond to such boldness and confidence? “Dear woman, your faith is great. Your request is granted.” Her daughter was instantly healed.

 

Could Jesus have done it the instance she arrived? Of course. His Unconditional Love would not let her settle for just a healing but rendered salvation the moment she believed. What are you willing to settle for? We settle all the time. Tolerating sin. Accepting substitutions. Considering compromise. Why? We do not have faith. Knowing who Jesus is. Understanding what He can do. It is not enough. When we finally decide that He can AND will do it for us, Jesus becomes our more than our Savior – He becomes our Lord. Now we ignore sin, push past substitutions and will not entertain compromise. We are Children of the King. We don’t settle for crumbs but go straight for the table with confident boldness that our God will do what He says. Or do we…

 

Psalm 138:3 (NIV) When I called, you answered me; you greatly emboldened me.

 

Studying the story of the Canaanite woman, a commentary referred to this passage. “You greatly ‘embolden’ me.” The word “embolden” means to make bolder, more earnest, hearten and encourage. Why would the Lord make the woman continue to beg? That is not what occurred in this story at all. He moved her from the crumbs to the table. He moved her from possible to impossible. He moved her from complacently to complete satisfaction. When Jesus stops becoming a novel idea and the Lord of our life every outcome changes as He works every detail of our life for good according to His Will. See she could have continued to forage and fight for the scraps with the dogs, but when Jesus went from being Lord to becoming her Lord everything changed in her life beginning with the thorn in her flesh that brought weakness to be filled by His Grace.

 

We do not cry out when things go well, but in great distress. We do not petition God in the good times but run to Him when things go badly. In our lack, we seek for Him to meet our need but all along God desires to complete us until we are lacking no good thing. He is attempting to produce an abundance of the fruit of His Spirit so it will overflow from us in to life around us especially other people. If we could only get past our doubt that He is our Lord, we could sit at the feast He prepared before our enemies. Our cups would run over with the blessings of God. Yes, friend, there would be a great revival.

 

The Lord allows us to wait to draw us closer to Him thereby releasing our inheritance and more of our portion that is mandated by God included in His Plan and Purpose for us. It belongs to us. It is waiting on us. Our petition becomes more earnest the more desperate that we become. While we seek Him for a singular segment, Christ desires to give us double portions. When we become confident in who Christ is, make Him our Lord and live for Him only, we will have a completely satisfied life that allows us to seek out others rather than seeking Him for ourselves. Revival comes when His Spirit overflows from us and the four walls of building and captivates a community. How can we boldly share a Savior and Lord who we have not accepted fully for ourselves?

 

Isaiah 61:7 (NIV)

Instead of your shame you will receive a double portion, and instead of disgrace you will rejoice in your inheritance. And so you will inherit a double portion in your land, and everlasting joy will be yours.

 

The Spirit of the Lord is upon us. Jesus gave us His Spirit. We revel in the first three versus of this chapter, but we must move on to the rest. We are to be rebuilders. We must become restorers. We are to renew those lives devastated by generations of sin and coated in shame. How do we do that if we cannot accept it for ourselves first? Our lives should be marked by shameless pursuits of Christ. Coming to His Throne boldly with every facet of our earthly existence that does not line up with His Word while we devote our life to faithful obedience because He is our Lord. It has become personal. It evokes passion. Do you believe? Do you have faith in Jesus as Lord of your life and everything in it? This is how we accept His Portion. He give those who choose to live by faith, hope and love in every season good or bad, feast or famine continually pressing and pushing for the life He promised, the blessings that He gives and fulfillment He offers. No, I don’t deserve it. Jesus gave it to me. I only need to accept Him. When I fully believe that He is my Savior and Lord all these things are added to my life. I can live shamelessly. I do not know disgrace but rejoice in inheritance. I will inherit the double portion when I believe in Christ alone and everlasting joy is mine just knowing Him more. I must come boldly. Obedience is a sign of confidence. We must be bold. Jesus is calling. He is inviting us closer. He is creating an atmosphere for His People to experience revival again. It begins when we decide to come boldly.

 

Matthew 7:7 (NIV)

“Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.”

 

Psalm 73:25-26 (NIV)

Whom have I in heaven but you? And earth has nothing I desire besides you. My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.