Heart’s Desire

Hearts Desire

Psalm 37:4 (NIV) Take delight in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart.

God will give you the desires of your heart. He absolutely positively will. I am a believer. I want to encourage you today to believe in a Good God who is filled with overflowing love and abundant grace for you. He will stop at nothing for His Very Best to be yours as well. Do you have a dream? Do you a desire deep within your heart? I think everyone does but some give up and move on as time shows no evidence of that thing God first placed within us. Time takes too long. Life gets too hard. Too much water under the bridge to change the current now. The enemy of your soul wants you to believe that God has given up on you. He wants you to think that time has run out. The dream is dead. He wants you to stop hoping, trusting and believing because he is a thief. It doesn’t matter how old you are, how far you’ve wandered, or how much you have given away – God’s Plan, His Purpose and Potential within you is just as real, true and alive as when He first whispered in your ear.

In 2015, I was a very tired and broken believer. We had just come through the difficult season of sickness as our son finally entered remission. Worn torn and weary – victory was sweet but I was completely drained. Years of traveling back and forth with our son took precious moments from me, first days of school missed, graduation year passed by, engagement and wedding preparations done long distance made my heart’s desire to make up for lost time with my family. The New Year brought the hope of time together once again. However, the Lord had other plans calling the newly married couple to New England to serve Him. How could we make up for lost time now? Our daughter now 21 hours away. I was devastated. I was lost. I was broken. I couldn’t fathom how this was possible. Why this? Why now? Sometimes when life’s hits keep on coming, there will be a “straw that breaks the camel’s back” and this was it for me.

After months of depression and devastation, I finally had to sit down and come to terms with my Father. I knew this was His Plan. I knew that He had a purpose in it. I just couldn’t see how my very human heart would ever heal from all the hurts of the previous years. I put all my hurts before the Lord and wrapped them in a tiny package called trust and tied a nice bow marked faith around it and sent it to the Father. I couldn’t carry the burden anymore. God knows the desires of our heart. He knows the innermost longings within its deep folds. Faith and trust becomes belief when things don’t turn out like we planned and our promises seem forgotten. God doesn’t forget He is just working all those details out for our good and His Glory. We must remind our heart and soul of who He is and decide to stop focusing on what we have been through.

Our kids called us in the spring with the wonderful news that they would move to Tampa. Just four hours away, we were elated and overjoyed. God had answered our prayers. I rejoiced. Then came the news shortly after that God in all His Goodness would be sending them home with a souvenir – our grandson who will make his appearance early next year. Blown away. All of His Goodness poured out to us. Well, our excitement would dampen within a short time when the move would be postponed until after she had the baby. Plans crumbled quickly. Devastation kicked in. More missed moments. God, I just don’t understand. So back to the prayer room with my packing tape to send up another package to the Lord. See when I can’t understand what is happening, when the events in my life and the desires of my heart do not coincide, I have learned that I have to send them back to the Heavenlies. My daughter and I both did the very same thing independently. Focusing on other things, we trusted God together. Sometimes in life, we must do just that. Take that thing that overwhelms us and send it right back to God. Here you deal with this – if truly successfully life will go on and joy will be ours in the midst of trial, trouble or tragedies.

Today. Today is a day of celebration. Today is the day that they will pack the moving truck and head back home. Yes, home. Not to a city four hours away but to our town. God had a plan. He has a purpose. We waited Him out and He came through with our heart’s desire. I was willing to settle for them returning to the state, but God was sending them much closer. In a few days, they will return. God is good. God is always good. He will never let us down. I didn’t always see it that way but now I do. I am sharing this with you because I know you have heart desires yet unfulfilled. Things that seem forgotten by God so you are about to give up on yourself. I am challenging you today do wait a little longer. Believe a little harder. Trust a little bit farther.

Psalm 37:3 (NIV) Trust in the Lord and do good; dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture.

Trust the Lord and do good. I believe a huge part of trust is our ability to continue to do good while we wait. Waiting and complaining are not trusting the Lord. Endurance is not God dragging you to the finish line but rather waiting, trusting, and hoping until He comes. Persistence requires patience. God is pursuing you with His Unfailing Love and Goodness every single day. His Mercy meets us in the morning encouraging us to accept the sufficiency of His Grace. We are blessed and highly favored by God every day. However, it is human nature to focus on what God has not done yet rather than celebrating all of His Goodness for today.

Psalm 37:5-6 (NIV) Commit your way to the Lord; trust in him and he will do this: He will make your righteous reward shine like the dawn, your vindication like the noonday sun.

Commit your way to the Lord. Trust Him. He will do this. God will do exactly as He promised. Those deep desires that He placed in you rely on our ability to believe by faith that He is good. Always good. Constantly good. God does not lie or change His Mind. He will never let us down. We must teach our heart to trust Him. It is not preprogrammed in us to trust but rather to question everything. We must sow seeds of faith each morning and wait for them to grow, develop and mature into God’s Fruitfulness in our life. It doesn’t always happen overnight. It may take years. The Lord sees our life through the lens of eternity not limited by our lifetime.

Psalm 37:7-9 (NIV) Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him; do not fret when people succeed in their ways, when they carry out their wicked schemes. Refrain from anger and turn from wrath; do not fret—it leads only to evil. For those who are evil will be destroyed, but those who hope in the Lord will inherit the land.

Be still before the Lord. Stillness before the Lord is produced by confidence. The more confidence in our heart the more willing we will be to wait and be still before Him. Confidence comes through faith and trust fulfilled. Sometimes we must remind ourselves of everything the Lord has done to remember we can trust Him in the waiting and be still. It is possible to wait on the Lord impatiently just ask Abraham. He had a son called Ishmael born of waiting without trusting. It didn’t stop the Lord from sending the promise named Isaac. We must not fret at the seeming good fortune of others during our times of waiting. It produces bitterness that will stop our growth potential until removed. God gave you promises with your name on them. There is an inheritance just for you. It doesn’t belong to anyone else and cannot be claimed by them. Hope is the steadfast place of waiting on those things which have not come to pass. The steadfast anchor of our soul that keeps us steady during the storms and waves of life.

Psalm 20:1-5 (NIV) May the Lord answer you when you are in distress; may the name of the God of Jacob protect you. May he send you help from the sanctuary and grant you support from Zion. May he remember all your sacrifices and accept your burnt offerings. May he give you the desire of your heart and make all your plans succeed. May we shout for joy over your victory and lift up our banners in the name of our God. May the Lord grant all your requests.

The impossibilities in life are the birthplace of miracles and divine intervention. The Holy Spirit sows seeds of love, joy and peace in those times of trusting and believing. He grows up the fruit called forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. All the good fruit that gives way to hopeful possibilities in our life. God has a plan. (Jeremiah 29:11) Are you following Him wholeheartedly today? (Jeremiah 29:13) God looks at our heart not our activities. He is looking for just a little bit of faith, a small amount of trust, a bit of believing and a handful of hope. He will give you the desires of your heart. Not according to our small and finite perspective, but His Perspective which is called exceedingly abundantly. (Ephesians 3:20)

The beauty of fulfillment that constantly overwhelms me is that God doesn’t have to do all the wonderful things He does for us. I find that as I learn to trust Him more and become more willing to wait that He does crazy things I don’t even ask for sometimes. He gives me the desires of my heart even those unspoken in the midst of prayer. Things I don’t deserve and could never earn. Just like that, they become the reality of my life. God is good. He will never let you down. He is always working for you. He never gives up on the promise or limits potential. He is working, pressing, and pushing you to fulfillment. Our response is simply to trust Him while we wait. To be still and know that He is God and that means His Unfailing Love and Goodness is for us. Be encouraged today. I am praying for you and with you today even if I don’t know you – God does. He knows the dreams you buried as dead. He knows the potential promises given up on. Jesus is the Resurrection and Life calling to all the “Martha”s to believe in this life – don’t wait for the everlasting. God will do it in the land of the living. Do you believe in the Living God? He believes in you. He loves you. He will bless you! He is giving you the desires of your heart. To God be the glory great things He has done!

Romans 15:13 (NIV) May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in Him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.

Amen and amen!