Proverbs 10:9 (NLT) People with integrity walk safely, but those who follow crooked paths will be exposed.
I started blogging about my time with Jesus almost a decade ago. Every single day without fail in every possible situation you can imagine, I would lug my laptop along and make it the very first thing I did every single day. You might even say that I did it religiously. The Lord laid this task on my heart, but it took many years to understand the value and worth of such encounters. I guess sharing it with others became my accountability. Anyway, a few years back I realized it had become a duty rather than a desire. This weekend, my sister-in-law came to meet our new grandbaby. I didn’t hide away to write this weekend. Today sitting in the quiet of the morning, the Lord and I talking about the day, I started to think about how it has changed over the years.
Integrity is adherence to moral or ethical principles. It means soundness of character. It is honesty. Integrity also represents being whole, entire and undiminished. It is a sound, unimpaired, and perfect condition. Clearly I cannot walk in integrity without the grace of God slathered over my life. Yet, in our pursuit of God sometimes we lose passion and it becomes a procedure. Religion is set forth with doctrines filled with rules and regulations. Religion is ineffective without a relationship with Christ who completes us. Sometimes, we must evaluate our life for authenticity. The only way to fully receive all that Jesus provided on the Cross and represents in His Emergence from the grave is to understand that our integrity is found in Him. Our sense of rightness has absolutely nothing to do with our ability to change our life but rather to live in the fullness of His Grace that makes us righteous and in a right standing relationship with God the Father.
2 Samuel 22:26-29 (NLT) To the faithful you show yourself faithful; to those with integrity you show integrity. To the pure you show yourself pure, but to the crooked you show yourself shrewd. You rescue the humble, but your eyes watch the proud and humiliate them. O Lord, you are my lamp. The Lord lights up my darkness.
Reading in I Kings 19 today, Elijah was fleeing the threat of Jezebel. He is in the wilderness ready to die. Seems crazy since he just experienced great victory killing the prophets of Baal. How is this possible? Why would he run after such a miraculous experience? Elijah was human. He was a man. The confidence of his life was God but the man still lived inside of him. He prayed that night to die. Elijah lived a life of integrity. He didn’t come to the Lord boasting in pride of his accomplishments but dissolved before God in his weakness. When he woke up the next morning, an angel of the Lord provided a meal for him in the wilderness. The Lord desires communion with us. He wants to live with us in an abiding relationship. This comes at the price of self. Integrity found in Christ is not a change of habit or even strength of self. It is to abandon our heart and mind to the Lord. To live a life of authentic transparency that does not put on a front or façade of inner fortitude or supremacy. The showing of faithfulness, purity, and integrity is exhibited in our humility before the Lord.
After having breakfast with the Lord, Elijah was strengthened enough to travel 40 days and nights to Mount Sinai. God would come to the mountain and speak with his servant. Some days this life of faith just doesn’t make sense. If we were honest, we would admit that there are seasons that walking by faith feels like going through the motions. I wonder if we examined our life with the Lord for integrity what we would find. Everything I do in Jesus Name must be from a heart of love and devotion not randomness but intentional living and breathing in our relationship with Him.
Proverbs 2:6-8 (NLT) For the Lord grants wisdom! From his mouth come knowledge and understanding. He grants a treasure of common sense to the honest. He is a shield to those who walk with integrity. He guards the paths of the just and protects those who are faithful to him.
Imagine the potential of our life if we could be completely honest with others. To live and walk in integrity including the fullness of Jesus Christ. The only way that God can work in us is when we become transparent before Him which in turn creates transparency with others. I am of no use to others if I create a façade of perfection or elevate my persona to some unattainable level. The people who need Jesus most (all of us) respond to integrity and truth because it is trustworthy. The Lord is faithful. I fall short. The Lord is perfect. I am imperfect. The Lord never changes. I am in a state of constant change and transformation. He is good. I try to be. God doesn’t need you to be anything other than the broken mess you are. He desires you! He wants you! He loves you with all of His Heart! If you don’t relay that to others, how will they ever know?
Yesterday, I got up and visited with family. Spent the day shopping with the girls and loving on my grandbaby. I didn’t write. I am not sorry. I never want my relationship with Jesus Christ to become habitual. To live a religious life leads others to darkness never life. Can we come to the Lord today with an open heart and mind? Whatever you need – He has for you. Whatever needs to change – He will do it. Can we just decide to love Him and be transparent vessels of Light? When we do – He will carry us through wilderness to the mountaintop time and time again! The city on the hill is the one with the brightest light!
Matthew 5:14-15 (NLT) “You are the light of the world—like a city on a hilltop that cannot be hidden. No one lights a lamp and then puts it under a basket. Instead, a lamp is placed on a stand, where it gives light to everyone in the house.