Mark 6:56 (ESV) And wherever he came, in villages, cities, or countryside, they laid the sick in the marketplaces and implored him that they might touch even the fringe of his garment. And as many as touched it were made well.
Well, I thought I had dodged it, but I was wrong. The mommy immunity let me down and sickness entered my body. After taking my husband and daughter to Urgent Care, on Christmas Eve eve, my throat was a little itchy and voice a bit nasally. I prayed that the Lord would keep me from befalling the virus that had spread through our home, workplace and church even assisting him with an immunity booster. However, by Christmas Eve, the itchiness was now soreness and I began feeling a bit fatigued. Waking up on Christmas Morning, it was clear it got me. Who has time to be sick on Christmas? Spending the day in bed was not my plan, but nevertheless that is exactly where it landed me.
The virus generally runs its course in seven to ten days. It has a timeline. As long as my body does what God designed it to do, my immune system will kick in and kick out the nasty invader. In the meantime, I must endure sniffles, sneezing, headache, sore throat and endless coughing. There is symptomatic relief which I will rely on. The Lord is my healer. He works in me mercifully to get rid of illness, but what I have discovered in illness and infirmity is far more telling than a common cold or occasional virus. When our health suffers or body aches, the contents of our heart is revealed.
Paul asked three times for the thorn in his flesh to be removed, God’s response to his inquiry – “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” The weakness in our body gives way to strength of heart. When we are weak and powerless, believers turn to the Lord in desperation. Job was blessed. He was a wealthy man with a flourishing family and successful business. When it was all taken from him, he still served the Lord. When his body afflicted, his heart turned in desperation to the Lord. Pride was eradicated and he was blessed double for his trouble. It would be easy to feel sorry for myself today. I am sick. I am tired. I don’t want to go to work. I just want to pull the covers over my head and sleep the sickness away. God’s Grace is enough for me today. His Grace is power when I am weak. He perfects me with power when I do not succumb to weakness but give it all to Him.
Jeremiah 17:9-10 (ESV) The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately sick; who can understand it? “I the Lord search the heart and test the mind, to give every man according to his ways, according to the fruit of his deeds.”
The human heart has secrets. Darkness finds recesses to hide from the Light of God’s Love overtaking us. It is only when tested that our heart speaks such things. The human heart gives up its secrets in human weakness. Powering through is the human equivalent to perseverance and even persistence. But what do you do on the days when human strength and ability cannot deliver you? When pride hurts because the flesh is weak and cannot fulfill that which is desires to. Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but a desire fulfilled is a tree of life. (Proverbs 13:12) Faith is assurance of things hoped for and conviction of the unseen. Faith is challenged by doubt every day. The enemy of our soul offers us counterfeits, compromises and substitutions for God’s Very Best. In our weakness, it is easier to give in to such tactics rather than giving our weakness to the Lord. To make excuses as to why we are the way we are or for the condition of our suffering rather than seeking to live on the fringe.
What if the power to overcome every sickness, disease and illness is in the Presence of God? What is Jesus is the Way, the Truth and Life that leads to complete recovery, restoration and renewal? Unfortunately most of the time, it is only the desperate that discover the true potential of Jesus Christ!
Matthew 9:20-21 (ESV) And behold, a woman who had suffered from a discharge of blood for twelve years came up behind him and touched the fringe of his garment, for she said to herself, “If I only touch his garment, I will be made well.”
Twelve years is a long time to deal with an infirmity. The kind of illness this woman had impacted her not only physically, but financially and socially. She was a shut-in who only made trips to every physician. Living in the day and age that she did, there is no telling what she was subjected to in “modern” medicine of that time. When she heard about Jesus, she had to try just a touch of the fringe of his garment was supposed to bring healing to those who dared reach out. She made her way through the crowd despite her anemia. She was weak and weary but she had to know. Was it possible that power flowed from Him? She couldn’t resist the hope rising within her so she did it. She came up behind Jesus and touched just the hem of His Garment.
Matthew 9:22 (ESV) Jesus turned, and seeing her he said, “Take heart, daughter; your faith has made you well.” And instantly the woman was made well.
To be desperate is to feel a sense of hopelessness that sometimes is so bad it becomes impossible to deal with. Are you desperate today? Sickness can make you feel that way especially when “modern” medicine can offer no solution to a physical problem. Brokenness can make us desperate trying to hold all the pieces of a shattered heart and devastated expectation in hope of finding a healer one day. There are many forms of weakness that may come our way each day. I wonder what would happen if rather than giving in to desperation, God’s People came into His Presence. All forms of desperation are marked by human weakness. The birthplace of God’s Power is in our inability to change our circumstance, solve our situation or heal our infirmity. In in places marked “impossible” or “never” that miracles are born of the dead dreams of human weakness. God wants to do the miraculous in us and through us. It is His Will for us to prosper in every season of life overcoming cycles of unbelief and doubt as the enemy tries to take what already belongs to us. Christ completed His Work on the Cross. New life as a new creation belongs to us. It is up to us to allow the Lord to complete His Work in us to have it all.
Psalm 103:1-5 (ESV) Bless the Lord, O my soul, and all that is within me, bless his holy name! Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits, who forgives all your iniquity, who heals all your diseases, who redeems your life from the pit, who crowns you with steadfast love and mercy, who satisfies you with good so that your youth is renewed like the eagle’s.
I must remind myself of God’s Benefits when my flesh is weak and acting up. There will be seasons of drought and famine which only increases my hunger and thirst for more of Him. There is be days of infirmity and weakness which allows God’s Power to manifest in my life. There will be days of faith that relies strictly on the unseen reality of hope and it is more than enough to get by on. I must remind my soul of the benefits and blessings associated with my salvation especially when my flesh cries out. Jesus took the stripes that would become my healing. He bore a crown of thorns that would allow me to take captive every rebellious thought so I could have the Mind of Christ. He redeemed my life from death so there is always life for me. He has crowned me steadfast love and pursues me with His Goodness every day. He provides new mercies each morning. I have enough grace to last me from here to eternity. The people who received their healing lived on the fringe. They sought the Presence of the Lord no matter what the cost. The Lord is passing by today. He is offering all these wonderful benefits. Will you live on the fringe? Wait until He comes? Reach for His Robe of Righteousness? The Lord wants to revive, restore and renew you! Do not let Him pass you by.
Romans 15:13 (ESV) May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, so that by the power of the Holy Spirit you may abound in hope.