Chaotic Love

chaotic-love

Romans 8:35-39 (NLT) Can anything ever separate us from Christ’s love? Does it mean he no longer loves us if we have trouble or calamity, or are persecuted, or hungry, or destitute, or in danger, or threatened with death? (As the Scriptures say, “For your sake we are killed every day; we are being slaughtered like sheep.”)No, despite all these things, overwhelming victory is ours through Christ, who loved us. And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God’s love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow—not even the powers of hell can separate us from God’s love. No power in the sky above or in the earth below—indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord.

“Chaotic love” is a concept spinning the cursor in my head. I heard it a worship song that I have fallen in love with by Dustin Smith. It is called “The One That Really Matters (Chaotic Love)”. This simple song has brought it home for me lately in the midst of change and new seasons. Stepping out of the “boat” to “come” to Jesus, all one sees is the Lord. But once on the water, the details become vivid including wind, waves, storms and the like. Though there is no danger to those who walk by faith because Jesus is their security, what we see is most off clearer than anything the heart conceives. The bridge of this powerful worship endeavor says, “Chaotic love has messed me up so I could live again.” This keeps coming to mind over and over again. God moves me in so many ways. The boat rocks, the foundation shakes, and things change but every time “chaos” ensues I find that when it relents I am always closer to Jesus. The chorus of this song says, “You’re the one that really matters.” Could it be in His Chaotic Love that the Lord is trying to move us from all the unimportant details, overwhelming tasks, cumbersome doctrine and scary giants to get this point across to His Beloved? I am the ONE who really matters.

When I am confused, uncomfortable or discontent – I have learned to seek the Lord. This is important to know who our help comes from, but in this idea of pursuit it is still based on our condition, circumstance or situation. Like the first thief on the Cross who only had moments to live, yet still he asked the Lord – what can you do for me? I believe that all this stirring in our life is to release us from trying to control those same conditions, circumstances, and situations until all we know is our need for Jesus in all things. The second thief knew that he was going to die and recognized his need for the Lord in that moment. We are on the verge of death every day. Each moment that passes brings us closer. The Lord is desperate for us to know Him and to make Himself known to us so we will be with Him forever. This is the kind of pursuit that He is after. Chaotic love will not allow for us to be content with compromise, satisfied with substitutions or even immersed in religion. It shakes our life until all the worthless garbage and unimportant details fall away and all that is left is our driving desire and desperate need for Jesus Christ.

There is purpose hidden the chaos and confusion of your life today. Can anything ever separate us from the Love of Christ? The question posed in Romans 8 today can only be answered in testing because it is not human nature to trust. This world is constructed on shifting sand with moving judgment, mitigating circumstances, winds of change constantly blowing on whims, and society with a conforming identity that never remains the same. No wonder it is challenging to put our faith in God who does not change and cannot lie. His Word is true. All of it. Not a single detail left out or anything to add. It says in the Word of God that NOTHING can separate us from His Love yet we all know that what ifs and if sos are contemplated and challenge such a revelation. Faith is not logical. We make it logical as we come to know Jesus through His Word and the testing of the very foundation called faith. It is in the violent shaking and persistent stirring that yields a constant and consistent love fortified by committed and constant grace that we truly decide that nothing can ever separate us from God’s Unfailing Love.

Romans 8:18-25 (NLT) Yet what we suffer now is nothing compared to the glory he will reveal to us later. For all creation is waiting eagerly for that future day when God will reveal who his children really are. Against its will, all creation was subjected to God’s curse. But with eager hope, the creation looks forward to the day when it will join God’s children in glorious freedom from death and decay. For we know that all creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth right up to the present time. And we believers also groan, even though we have the Holy Spirit within us as a foretaste of future glory, for we long for our bodies to be released from sin and suffering. We, too, wait with eager hope for the day when God will give us our full rights as his adopted children, including the new bodies he has promised us. 24 We were given this hope when we were saved. (If we already have something, we don’t need to hope for it. But if we look forward to something we don’t yet have, we must wait patiently and confidently.)

Be honest. Have you ever asked God, “Why?” Why are bad things always happening to me? Why is life so hard? Why don’t people get it? Why all the hardship? Lord, why the tragedy? Why the sickness? Why? We all do. It is human nature. God made us this way so He does not find it shocking or get His Feelings hurt when we ask such questions. Why can only be answered when we know. Think about it for a moment. Without the “why” moments, would we seek the Face of God? Nope. I know, I know there are super saints out there who think they would but truly there would be no need to know the Lord, if He just fixed everything. Instead, He gives us a promise that He causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them.” Such a promise is pacifying until put into a position where we need the outcome to demonstrate God worked it out for our good. When it becomes a matter of life or death – it ups the ante just a little bit. Chaotic love is relentless love that can only be satisfied when we meet Jesus Christ.

It is our desire to establish order in our life. With all the moving variables and unexpected things that happen – it is our longing to make it all manageable. If your heartfelt notion is to seek the Lord until you find Him, please just throw this whole idea out the window and it will save you much agony. People develop routines and schedules to order their life and operate under these principles. The church organization is called religion. Religion orders our relationship with God making it manageable and doable with doctrine. But God does not want us to settle with a comfortable outer court ritual but an inner court relationship that wrecks us. He has a plan and purpose that far exceeds the confinement of tradition and can only be explored by radical faith and complete trust in His Word, His Will and His Way apart from any manmade order or establishment. When we understand this and pursue the Lord outside the four walls called church, we find that He is the only one that really matters. We come to a place as the song says, “I can’t help but scream about the way that You move me. Chaotic love has messed me up so I can live again.” Imagine our worship services with such a mindset. People would flock the altars in pure recognition of how much God really loves us no matter how we look or what we do. His Love is complete.

Is He the Only one who matters to you today? Do you care what other people think when it comes to pleasing God?  I wonder if our altars would be filled if just these two statements became true in the life of believers today. If our relationship with Jesus Christ became personal and intimate on a level that the thoughts of others and ways of this world did not impact our love, devotion and commitment to Him at all, what would church be like? If a part of His Presence came in the heart of each worshipper so that when it all connected in that moment, the Winds of Pentecost would bring dead hearts to life in our midst and revival would break forth answering the outcry of the modern church. We have made church, religion and Christianity what we wanted it to be and ordered it to our taste. But what if – Jesus became the One that really matters? I have no doubt that chaotic love would mess us up and we would all live again even forever.

Song of Solomon 8:6-7 (NLT) Place me like a seal over your heart, like a seal on your arm.
For love is as strong as death, its jealousy as enduring as the grave. Love flashes like fire, the brightest kind of flame. Many waters cannot quench love, nor can rivers drown it. If a man tried to buy love with all his wealth, his offer would be utterly scorned.

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